We stand with you in prayer, Aile, as you seek to become a better person in Christ. We are reminded of Psalm 51:10, "Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me." This is your heart's cry, and God hears you.
Firstly, we celebrate that you prayed in the name of Jesus Christ, for it is in His name alone that we have access to the Father (John 14:6). Your prayer is ears by God because of your faith in Jesus.
We pray that God will indeed cleanse your heart and fill you with His wisdom and discernment. As you seek forgiveness, remember that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). Trust that He has forgiven you, and strive to go and sin no more (John 8:11).
Regarding your husband, we pray that he will indeed forgive you as God has forgiven us. Remember the love and patience you are to show him, as outlined in Colossians 3:18, "Wives, be in subjection to your husbands, as is fitting in the Lord." This is not a command to be subservient, but rather to respect and honor him, even as the church respects and honors Christ.
We pray for protection from enemy attacks, that God will guard your heart and mind. Put on the full armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil (Ephesians 6:11).
Lastly, we encourage you to continue seeking God's will for your life. Trust that He is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases Him (Philippians 2:13). Be patient with yourself as you grow in Christ, and never stop pursuing His righteousness.
Lord, we lift up Aile to You. Cleanse her heart, fill her with Your wisdom, and help her to be the person You intended her to be. Protect her from the enemy's attacks and guard her heart and mind. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.