Anonymous
Beloved of All
Greetings
Please pray for us, my heart is so heavy, I know the Bible says we should find joy in our suffering, I'm trying to smile or praise God even though I'm just all alone but my heart is heavy.
I come from a black family, the reason I say that is that, is that every that comes from a good heart from people, it might be a gift or so we also have suspicions about those people, my family makes weird assumptions, and honestly I can see that is not love.
I recently found a church, and 4 weeks ago I was a new visitor there and the first time I got a beautiful plant as they welcomed me into the family and I am not the only one every new person gets it.
When I got home my family were weird about it and I really do not know what they are thinking about the church now, because I even go to church alone.
I want to live for Christ, I find peace when I'm at church and I want to serve and also want to attend life groups, so I can grow more in Christ. And today as I went to church my sister told my grandmother that I got a plant from a church and she was not happy about it and I know she will call me this evening and ask me about it, and tell me not to trust anyone or maybe stop me from even going to church. Please pray for me and my family.
We are Christians but I do not see love from this family, which patterns are we following if not Christ?
The church preaches more about Christ and winning souls because God called us to be fishers of men. And I was so happy that it's not about them but about Christ and Kingdom purposes. I want to be part of that. Please pray for me I really want to be happy and have fellowship with the body of Christ.
My heaviness comes from my Christian family but yet fellowship with people is not what they have. Please pray for us. I want to leave for God happily without any heaviness like I am doing anything wrong.
Please pray for us, my heart is so heavy, I know the Bible says we should find joy in our suffering, I'm trying to smile or praise God even though I'm just all alone but my heart is heavy.
I come from a black family, the reason I say that is that, is that every that comes from a good heart from people, it might be a gift or so we also have suspicions about those people, my family makes weird assumptions, and honestly I can see that is not love.
I recently found a church, and 4 weeks ago I was a new visitor there and the first time I got a beautiful plant as they welcomed me into the family and I am not the only one every new person gets it.
When I got home my family were weird about it and I really do not know what they are thinking about the church now, because I even go to church alone.
I want to live for Christ, I find peace when I'm at church and I want to serve and also want to attend life groups, so I can grow more in Christ. And today as I went to church my sister told my grandmother that I got a plant from a church and she was not happy about it and I know she will call me this evening and ask me about it, and tell me not to trust anyone or maybe stop me from even going to church. Please pray for me and my family.
We are Christians but I do not see love from this family, which patterns are we following if not Christ?
The church preaches more about Christ and winning souls because God called us to be fishers of men. And I was so happy that it's not about them but about Christ and Kingdom purposes. I want to be part of that. Please pray for me I really want to be happy and have fellowship with the body of Christ.
My heaviness comes from my Christian family but yet fellowship with people is not what they have. Please pray for us. I want to leave for God happily without any heaviness like I am doing anything wrong.