Jayaenae
Servant
My heart is grieved in the name of Jesus so grieved back in December of 2023 right before Christmas my husband decided to leave and not tell me and then to try to put an order of protection against me to get me out of my home which my mom put the down payment on for us because it had a church in the backyard and I'm a minister and I also minister to the homeless and the people in the streets it was a miracle house we've been married for 6 years and he's been out of the house over 8 months now! The order of protection was based on lies so it was not granted to him but instead the judge put it on him and gave him 5 years which she was not allowed to contact me and then the divorce was put through and he got a free attorney and in my town there's only one area that gives you free attorneys and I didn't have an income and he had disability and being that he got there first he got a free attorney I hired an attorney and it cost me over $7,000 I fired her 2 months ago right now I'm representing myself I'm praying that the holy Spirit would convict my husband of all his sins of adultery fornication drugs lies deception and all the slander that he is been doing and also for being with another woman for lying about me and my daughter Sabina who lives with me, that's another reason my mom helped us get the house so my daughter could live with us! Dennis lied to me from day one I don't even know who this man was but I want to know what's wrong with me why I still miss him and hoping that he would have changed and repented by now but he is not and the divorce is almost final we just have to make an agreement either the house gets sold which I'm praying will not because there's not much equity and me and my daughter would be homeless I believe that God gave us this house he wants to settlement and he wants his name off the mortgage and we're working on that I'm praying that my daughter would agree to assume the loan with me so we could prove to the bank that we can afford it and to make a long story short since he left he hasn't paid one dime and God has made a way for us to keep the house and pay the mortgage every month on time! We have been good stewards we use the house for the glory of God my heart hurts still and I pray for such a conviction that Dennis will weep with tears of repentance that God would give him a moment of clarity to truly cry out to God and repent for what he's done and even ask for my forgiveness and my daughter and that he would be restored in Jesus name I can't say that I want him back but my heart hurts in Jesus name