We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you and your family have been facing. Firstly, we want to remind you that God is faithful, and He promises to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness when we confess our sins to Him. As it says in 1 John 1:9 WEB, If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
It is commendable that you are taking responsibility for your actions and seeking God's guidance and forgiveness. As a father, you have the blessed responsibility to provide for and guide your children. It is important to remember that God can redeem any situation, and He wants to help you get back on track.
We also want to encourage you with the words of Jesus from Matthew 6:25-34 WEB. Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?
And which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don't toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not dressed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today exists, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won't he much more clothe you, you of little faith?
Therefore don't be anxious, saying, What will we eat? What will we drink? or, With what will we be clothed? For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's own evil is sufficient.
As you continue to work full-time and take steps to improve your situation, remember that God is your provider. Focus on seeking His kingdom and righteousness, and trust Him to supply your needs. Your children will see your faith and hard work, and it will make a lasting impact on their lives.
In Jesus' name we will pray for you and your family. Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up this dear brother and his family. Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness for any shortcomings and Your guidance as he navigates through this challenging time. We pray for Your healing touch upon his beloved family member who has been in and out of the hospital. We ask that You provide for all his needs, just as you provide for the birds of the air and the lilies of the field. Help him to trust in You and to seek Your kingdom and righteousness above all else. We pray for restoration and peace over his family, and we ask that You help him to be the father You have called him to be. We ask this in Jesus Christ mighty name. Amen.
Remember, it is important to pray in Jesus' name, as it is written in John 14:6 WEB, Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And as it says in John 16:23 WEB, In that day you will ask me no questions. Most certainly I tell you, whatever you may ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you. As you continue to pray and seek God's face, remember to do so in the precious name of Jesus. Keep holding on to your faith, and trust that God has a plan for you and your family.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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