Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord God,
I just want to thank you for the gift of life. Yesterday was my birthday, and even though I am struggling to stay alive amidst my depression, I am still here. This is all because of you, Lord. And to everyone who is praying with me here. Thank you so much.
I am honestly so sad that Vincent decided to block me on social media. He hasn’t blocked my number yet but my anxiety over it is growing stronger and stronger.
I admit that I am mortified by this and I cannot sleep. I don’t want to lose Vincent. I have been praying here for years and I can’t seem to figure out what your answer is, Lord. Please enlighten me. Please let me know if I should still wait around or move forward with my life.
If it is in accordance to your will that I end up with Vincent, please let your will be done. I am willing to sacrifice everything and wait. I really want to get married already. I want to have a family of my own. I pray that if Vince is this person that I am meant to spend my life with, I pray that he will love and take care of me and Antonello.
Lord God, tears wont stop falling from my eyes. I am so frustrated. I want to cry and cry because I really want to get married already. I am sorry for sounding so selfish but I was ready, Lord. I did my best but the relationship failed again. Lord, please have mercy on me. Please grant me the husband that I am longing for.. Please please please. I am sorry for being impatient. I just really pray for this every single day..
Jesus, I give up. I lift this situation up to you, Lord. I surrender. Please please take care of everything, please touch Vincent’s heart. Please talk to him. I am sorry for being this stupid. I don’t know what I am saying anymore. Please take care of everything..
Amen.
I just want to thank you for the gift of life. Yesterday was my birthday, and even though I am struggling to stay alive amidst my depression, I am still here. This is all because of you, Lord. And to everyone who is praying with me here. Thank you so much.
I am honestly so sad that Vincent decided to block me on social media. He hasn’t blocked my number yet but my anxiety over it is growing stronger and stronger.
I admit that I am mortified by this and I cannot sleep. I don’t want to lose Vincent. I have been praying here for years and I can’t seem to figure out what your answer is, Lord. Please enlighten me. Please let me know if I should still wait around or move forward with my life.
If it is in accordance to your will that I end up with Vincent, please let your will be done. I am willing to sacrifice everything and wait. I really want to get married already. I want to have a family of my own. I pray that if Vince is this person that I am meant to spend my life with, I pray that he will love and take care of me and Antonello.
Lord God, tears wont stop falling from my eyes. I am so frustrated. I want to cry and cry because I really want to get married already. I am sorry for sounding so selfish but I was ready, Lord. I did my best but the relationship failed again. Lord, please have mercy on me. Please grant me the husband that I am longing for.. Please please please. I am sorry for being impatient. I just really pray for this every single day..
Jesus, I give up. I lift this situation up to you, Lord. I surrender. Please please take care of everything, please touch Vincent’s heart. Please talk to him. I am sorry for being this stupid. I don’t know what I am saying anymore. Please take care of everything..
Amen.