Babyy
Disciple of Prayer
From past 1-2 weeks, I am juggling with my inner emotions, something that affected me very badly. I am a mother of a girl child and a working woman. In the year 2022, I got transferred from my previous working place and shifted to a new office and to a new place. My working environment was so positive until one day when me and my co-staffs had a meeting over some agenda, I gave my opinion and my vision and to which all the staffs were agreed except one who didn't like my idea, but the higher authority did like the idea and implemented it immediately. That from that day the particular staff whose name starts from K.D (he is a male) started to dislike me, complaining over my work, don't give a damn to my work, always bitching about me whenever I am not around. I was totally on loop, I didn't even have an idea that the person is disliking me to that extent. Worst is that his wife is my friend and we both had a very beautiful relationship, one day I heard his wife telling someone about me regarding her husband disliking me and according to her, her husband took vengeance out of anger many times by giving me extra work just to take revenge of me.....it just shook my heart, I cried and I felt so bad, never in my dream I thought the person (staff) was got so hurt from my action, I never disrespected him nor I ever raised my voice while I talk to him, I don't know where I went so wrong that someone out of anger wants to take revenge.....and the most hurtful thing was that his wife is making fun of all this while we were friends. I feel so used and so dumb that I wasted my time, my emotion on the wrong person who doesn't know about friendship.....I want nothing bad for that couple but it glued on my mind, I felt betrayed, I felt so bad and insecure as the staff is still bitching about me and I don't want to take it to another level because I am a God-fearing believer and I am trying to forgive them both, but I am so hurt, my mind and heart are not allowing me to forgive them. I want my mental peace so I want all your prayer support to wave out from this situation. Amen.