Babyy
Disciple of Prayer
From past 1-2 weeks iam juggling with my inner emotions,something effect me very badly. Iam a mother of a girl child and imma working women. In the year 2022 i got transferred from my previous working place and shifted to a new office n to a new place. My working environment was so positive untill one day when me n my co staffs had a meeting over some agenda,i gave my opinion n my vision and to which all the staffs were agreed except one who didnt like my idea,but the higher authority do likes the idea n implemented it immediately. That from that day the particular staff whose name starts from k.D (he is a male)started to disliking me,complaining over my work,dont give a damn to my work,always bitching bout me whenever iam not around. I was totally on loop,i didnt even had an idea that the person is disliking me to that extent . Worst is that her wife is my friend and we both had a very beautiful relationship,one day i heard her wife telling someone about me regarding her husband disliking me n according to her ,her husband took vengeance out of anger many times by giving me extra work just to take revenge of me.....it just shooked my heart,i cried n i felt so bad,never in my dream i thought the person (staff) was got so hurt from my action,i never disrespect him nor i ever raise my voice while i talk to him,i dont know where i went so wrong that someone out of anger wants to take revenge.....and the most hurtful thing was that her wife is making fun of all this while we were friends. I feel so used n so dumb that i waste my time,my emotion on wrong person who dont know bout friendship.....i want nothing bad for that couple but it glued on my my mind,i felt betrayed,i felt so bad n insecure as the staff is still bitching bout me n i dont want to take it another level cos iam a god feared believer n iam trying to forgive them both,but iam so hurt ,my mind n heart is not allowing me to forgive them. I want my mental peace so i want all ur prayer support to wave out from this situation amen.