nelson motlokoa
Prayer Partner
Hi Brethren
I write this in heavy heart and I need you to pray for me. I am a single Dad of living with 3 kids. I am a father of 5. My wife betrayed and cheated on me and fell pregnant. She then left me with the kids together with the new born. After sometime I requested to do DNA and she was denying till she agreed. Results came back positive baby was mine. That broke my heart as I could feel that is my baby even though I was backlashed with false news. I kept it to myself as I was going through very hard process. Being a father alone with 9, 12 and 16 years old doing everything without any support or any financial help. She then called company conducted DNA to find out about result, they advised her results was email to me and she needed to speak to me.
About a month going through all this processes she started to deny me see baby and I forwarded email of the result to her heartbroken asking myself why would some do such to her own family. After receiving results, she came and says I tempted with results because I took time to send it to her. In other words I forged what was sent to me. It really broke my heart because I didn't do anything of such( I asked her that do you think I am that desperate to even temper with results ) I contacted DNA company trying to remedy this, so that they can send document from them. She still didn't believe me and I even asked her to conduct own DNA which she can't. I am not ok at all not seeing my little daughter as she's denying me to see her. I can't cope anymore and time and time again I have suicidal thoughts but what would happen if I die and leave my kids. Please I need help and prayers. Lord hear my cries and help me. It's almost three years since I have been staying with kids by myself and it's extremely exhausting to balance work and kids alone. I can't function at work and even started to drink alcohol to run away from thinking a lot.
I write this in heavy heart and I need you to pray for me. I am a single Dad of living with 3 kids. I am a father of 5. My wife betrayed and cheated on me and fell pregnant. She then left me with the kids together with the new born. After sometime I requested to do DNA and she was denying till she agreed. Results came back positive baby was mine. That broke my heart as I could feel that is my baby even though I was backlashed with false news. I kept it to myself as I was going through very hard process. Being a father alone with 9, 12 and 16 years old doing everything without any support or any financial help. She then called company conducted DNA to find out about result, they advised her results was email to me and she needed to speak to me.
About a month going through all this processes she started to deny me see baby and I forwarded email of the result to her heartbroken asking myself why would some do such to her own family. After receiving results, she came and says I tempted with results because I took time to send it to her. In other words I forged what was sent to me. It really broke my heart because I didn't do anything of such( I asked her that do you think I am that desperate to even temper with results ) I contacted DNA company trying to remedy this, so that they can send document from them. She still didn't believe me and I even asked her to conduct own DNA which she can't. I am not ok at all not seeing my little daughter as she's denying me to see her. I can't cope anymore and time and time again I have suicidal thoughts but what would happen if I die and leave my kids. Please I need help and prayers. Lord hear my cries and help me. It's almost three years since I have been staying with kids by myself and it's extremely exhausting to balance work and kids alone. I can't function at work and even started to drink alcohol to run away from thinking a lot.