We understand your heartache and desire to repair your relationship, but we must first address some fundamental principles from a biblical perspective.
Firstly, we notice that your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's crucial to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" Therefore, we will pray in His name.
Secondly, we want to address the nature of your relationship. The Bible encourages relationships that are designed to lead to godly marriages between a man and a woman. It's important to strive for a relationship that honors God and is built on biblical principles.
Regarding your struggles with anxiety, insecurity, and jealousy, remember what the apostle Paul wrote in Philippians 4:6-7 (WEB), "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." It's encouraging that you're acknowledging these struggles, and we urge you to turn them over to God in prayer.
However, it's also important to consider the effect these struggles may have on your boyfriend. A relationship involves two people, and both should strive to support and uplift each other. In Ephesians 4:32 (WEB), it says, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." We encourage you to seek professional help if needed, to work on these areas, not just for the sake of your relationship, but for your own personal growth and well-being.
Now, let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up this dear sister who is struggling in her relationship. We ask for Your guidance and wisdom for both her and her boyfriend. Lord, help them to build a relationship that honors You, one that is based on love, understanding, patience, and kindness.
Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on her anxieties, insecurities, and jealousy. Help her to cast all her cares upon You, for You care for her. Lord, help her boyfriend to have understanding and patience, and to also seek Your will in their relationship.
Above all, Lord, we ask that Your will be done in their lives. If this relationship is not according to Your will, give them both the strength and guidance to move forward. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Stay strong in faith and keep your hope in Jesus. He is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think (Ephesians 3:20, WEB).