Rico
Beloved Servant
I feel terrible but I want to trust that Jesus will come through. Its so hard because every time we pray it seems to just get worse. First the person at CPS that is biased towards my sister and now my dad told my mom (they are separated) that Peter (my sister's boyfriend from Sweden) is coming back here for a couple days (even though he fled my sister before and asked me for help..telling me how she is completely losing it and that he has to fight hard not to beat her into the ground etc...) to go with her to the CPS interview to present a perfect facade and shed a bad light on us (my mom and I). Their relationship is so dysfunctional. He had previously cut it off and even sent me messages (back in August) to tell my sister not to contact him anymore but because of his alcoholism and instability he is co-dependent and keeps crawling back to my sister. It makes it so much worse for Kelly. We still haven't seen her and now my sister wrote an email for me to stay away, mind my own business and that they are a family. Apparently she wants to wait for Kelly to see us again until she is better, a comment which really worries me. My sister drove to Cologne (6hrs one way) this past weekend and apparently had Β a car issue on the way (according to my dad). The weekend before she flew to Sweden to beg her boyfriend to come back to her...She drags Kelly to all these places and she does not get enough sleep and often not very good food either...so besides all the emotional issues it also stresses Kelly physically. She is only 6 years old and must be so frightened and sad esp. with her mom having cut contact with us. My mom was Kelly's safe haven all her life and she misses her terribly. I know that. Now I feel I've taken that away from Kelly by pushing ahead, confronting my sister and reporting the abuse. It all seems to work against us, and esp. Kelly. I remember the story of Moses in the old testament where he impatiently struck the rock for water...Please pray for mercy and signs of encouragement.Β My heart is so heavy ...i cannot bear it... Β