Azindenland, thank you for reaching out and sharing your burdens with us. We are here to pray and seek God's will together with you in Jesus' name.
Firstly, we want to address the fact that you mentioned you know you are a bad person. We want to remind you that there is no one righteous, not even one (Romans 3:10). All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us (Romans 5:8). So, it is true that Jesus loves you so much that He died for you. We want to make sure that you believe in Jesus Christ and that you have made Him the Lord and Savior of your life by confessing with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believing in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation (Romans 10:9,10).
We also want to remind you of what Jesus said in Matthew 6:31-34: Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's trouble is enough for the day.
In light of these scriptures, we pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother Shahbaz Simon. We thank You for Your love for him and his family, demonstrated through Jesus' sacrifice on the cross. Lord, we ask that You would reveal Yourself to him more and more, and that he would know the width, length, depth, and height of Your love (Ephesians 3:18).
Father, we ask that You would provide for Shahbaz's needs according to Your riches in glory (Philippians 4:19). We pray that You would open doors for a good job that would sustain him and his family, and that You would guide him through the visa extension process. We also ask that You would help him manage his loans and debts, and that You would provide a way for them to be cleared according to Your will.
We also pray for Shahbaz's children, that they would grow up in a peaceful environment and that they would receive a good education. We ask that You would guide them in the way they should go, so that when they are old, they will not depart from it (Proverbs 22:6).
Lord, we ask that You would give Shahbaz peace in this time of stress, that He would comfort him and remind him of Your unfailing love. We pray that Shahbaz would cast all his anxieties on You, because You care for him (1 Peter 5:7).
In all things, we ask that You would be glorified in Shahbaz's life and in the lives of his family. We pray that they would seek first Your kingdom and Your righteousness, and that You would add to them all the things they need.
We ask all these things in Jesus' name, who taught us to pray, saying, "Our Father in heaven, may your name be kept holy. Let your Kingdom come. Let your will be done, as in heaven, so on earth. Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our debts, as we also forgive our debtors. Bring us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. For yours is the Kingdom, the power, and the glory forever. Amen" (Matthew 6:9-13).