We are glad that you have reached out, Marianna, and we will pray for you. First, let's address the issues you've mentioned. Watching tarot readings and porn videos is not aligning with biblical principles. The Bible tells us in First Thessalonians: Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things.
Engaging in these activities can lead you away from God and can open doors to spiritual influences that are not from God. It is important to repent, which means to turn away from these activities and turn towards God. The Bible says in Second Corinthians: Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new.
Regarding your feelings of guilt, it is important to remember that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Confess your sins to God, turn away from them, and trust in His forgiveness. You did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only by His name that we can come to God the Father, and there is no other name by which we can be saved. Jesus said "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.
Let's pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Marianna. Lord, she has confessed her sins to us and we know that You are faithful and just to forgive her and cleanse her from all unrighteousness. We pray that You will help her to turn away from the tarot readings and porn videos and that You will fill her with Your Holy Spirit, guiding her and leading her in the way everlasting.
Lord, we pray that You will give Marianna a hunger and a thirst for righteousness and for Your Word. Help her to set her mind on things above.
We pray for her to know the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. Help her to know that there is no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
We pray that You will hedge her about, protecting her from the evil one. We pray for her to be a beacon of light to those who are in darkness.
We ask all these things in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior.
Amen.