Prayer For Love For Unfaithful Husband A Special Needs Child.

[Kim53]

Two years ago my husband who had to leave a good job and had to go onto an invalids benefit  - confessed to me that a few years previous he had had an affair. Ours was the marriage where he always held my hand to even cross the road, was affectionate and the best Dad a child could want. He was the person that everyone at work went to for help. Loved the Lord with his all heart.
Despite having had a childhood of rejection I have forgiven him for his affair that lasted a few a few months with a woman 20 years his junior and who loved him dearly and wanted him to leave me, our special needs son and go with her to Australia to start a new life together. He told her that he couldn't do this to me and eventually called the affair off.

He did not tell me about this affair for a couple of years later and he was indeed a broken man and felt the Lord would never be able to use him again. He is much better now but we are still on an invalids benefit.

As for me, I forgive him but feel, cold towards him and our son with Down Syndrome who is now 14 years old (the youngest of five and unplanned....we knew he had D.S at about 14 weeks into the pregnancy). I am amazed that as a Christian I can feel no love for him and at the same time our son. I told my husband that it took me many years to loose my hardness as I came from a broken childhood and now I'm back to square one basically. I could not follow my career as our son came along and put an end to that.
I would love to feel love towards my husband and child, it has been a few years now and we have had some basic counselling which did not help. I long for a better life, one where we are not be constantly struggling financially and one where happiness joy and peace reigns. 

I think for me I can forgive the physical/sexual aspect of things as I can see how it could happen and who is to say it couldn't have happened to me?  The part I can't get over is that he thought he loved her. I am almost sure that if some nice man had come into my life at that moment I two years ago.....I may have gone down that track....so I can see how weak our flesh is.

Thank you for praying for me.

Kim

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[RMC]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[peachy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[AChristian]

I prayed for this. In Jesus' name. Amen.

 

[HeartofaPhoenix]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Chilton]

Dear Lord surround her with Godly people, come into her pain and heal her deep wounds.  Thank You Jesus Christ.

If the Lord leads you to read my testimony blog chilton  The Lord has delivered me from a lot of what you are going through

 

[daddy]

Dear beautiful and brave child of the father, Bless you in your heartfelt and painful prayer! My spirit strongly convicted me as many years earlier, I have been in a similar situation as your husband, and my wife too forgave me! She too had many a heartfelt struggle through this and I believe that only God can heal this as we give ourselves to him and accept his perfect love to both the rightious and the unrightious! still, there are many penalties to such a sin, and I am still off work with stress problems etc! Father, however has continually worked my wifes' and my restoration to himself and our marrage, and is still bridging ravines between us that seemed many miles deep! The spiritual strength of my wife continues to rise and father is restoring me to his work in preying for others and preparation to new works, even in praise and worship that he showed me as a young christian! Father loves you, your husband and son so very very much, and I urnestly pray that his peace be upon you, that of the Father and of Jesus, not as the world has peace but the real peace and joy that comes from the Father, freely as such a joyous gift! Father I pray remove any hearts of stone in this family and replace them with hearts of flesh, convict us all of the complete and finished work of Jesus who suffered and died terrably in our place, that we be yours, and I thank you that there is no condemnation in Christ Jesus. Thank you for your sacrifice and mercy on our families in Jesus name amen. And we shall all joyfully cry to father - 'Holy Holy Holy' for evermore!

 

[edb]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Lifemoreabundant]

I pray in agreement for the will of God to be done in this situation. You are a good God, a mighty god, an awesome God who can do above and beyond anything that we ask. Step in my Lord in Jesus name I prayn in agreement....AMEN!!