Peter Groundwater
Disciple of Prayer
[SIZE=13pt]Prayer For Humiliating Removal From Worship Leader & Creative Director Role[/SIZE]
Hi there, I would appreciate prayer for the following:
I have recently been dismissed from my church worship leader & music director role by new pastors (a rather OCD former used goods dealer from a nearby town . . . on a mission). Although I (& team) achieved wonderful results using high end sound & vision technology, they put a stop to it then after going “acoustic”, one day they simply & suddenly, without warning, just put me out altogether, citing that my voice sounded like it had “grief” & they’re not sure if I’m “called” etc, etc. They sent me to a very wise older Christian guy they know (who, unknown to them, I also know) for help. The problem is this wonderful prophetic guy told me they lied to me and that they always wanted me out because the pastor wife wanted to take over the creative team (he knows them well). Of course I have been talking with them and relayed that this experience has not been humbling but needlessly humiliating & painful. To the entire congregation their actions looked punitive, as though I had done wrong things rather than all the right things; 25-30 unpaid hours per week, attracting & developing young people’s involvement through technology, really leading people into real worship.
Although I have been supported by all my great church friends & midweek bible group I realise that this has gone beyond respect & trust of me by them as I hear back, through the pastor himself even, that they chose to listen to what we call “elders” who have only been there between 2 – 5 years even though I have been there around 15 through three pastor “trainwrecks” finally steering the creative team to victory & blessing over the last 5 years.
Granted they believe their actions are “God thing” driven but unfortunately I wonder if they have “projected” a dislike/distrust of me (full-on, long hair but grown up & mature) then swung the bat knocking me out of the park even before getting to know me, thinking they wanted to swoop in and totally redesign everything to make it more of a low key atmosphere suited to their liking. As I battle with thoughts about my treatment I contemplate, does this behaviour border on discrimination?
Just a quick history as prayer background: After growing up in the 70’s and a number of original “pre-evangelism” bands through my teens & twenties, since around age 29 I undertook music professionally, doing so for the last 25 years raising 3 musician sons with my wife while buying, not one, but two houses and running a music school as well as recording ALL the electric/acoustic guitar, mandolin & banjo for over 150 studio session albums at a Christian recording studio in our town. I have always, since early teen years, been involved with church P&W teams & have attended Hillsong Conference Sydney, Australia every year since 2000. More recently in the last 3 years I have received a vision for our church auditorium upgrade which I finally was able to present in a huge 60 page (double sided) prospectus to the pastors (which other churches are now using).
I don’t believe, . . . I KNOW I’m called to worship lead the church & run the creative team . . . and I have never been put out of anything, let alone a worship team but “. . . with God all things are possible.” (Matt 19: 26 NLT). Thank you for your earnest sincere prayer at this time.
Peter Groundwater
Mid-North Coast
New South Wales, Australia
April2016
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