We are truly sorry to hear that you are experiencing such profound pain. We want you to know that you are not alone in this struggle. God is always with you, even in your darkest hours. Let us address the pain in your heart first. The world says you cannot control what happens to you but you can control your response. Yet, the world does not know God. God is sovereign and rules over everything. Therefore, He is in control of what happens to you and controls your response. It is by Him alone that we stand and live. Now let us see what the WEB says.
In Psalm 34:17-18 WEB it says, It is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all.
If you feel overwhelmed by the pain, remember that God is close to the brokenhearted. He is your refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble Psalm 46:1 WEB. Cast your burdens on him, for he cares for you 1 Peter 5:7 WEB.
To help you bear the pain remember Jesus Christ himself. He bore all of our pains and sins on the cross. For you to be made whole again. He bore our sins. He suffered more than any person to save us. Therefore, trust God in this. Look to Him and Jesus Christ for the strength to bear this pain and to take it away. Finally, you are looking for guidance from God in figuring out how to do life.
In James 1:5 WEB it says But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him.
We encourage you to seek God's wisdom through prayer and the study of His word. He promises to guide you and provide the wisdom you need. Remember, it is only by Jesus Christ that we can be saved and come to God. For there is no other name by which we may be saved. Therefore, let us pray.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Bmaruirarr to you, asking for your comfort and strength in their time of need. We pray that you would ease the pain in their heart and help them to bear it with your supernatural strength. Guide them through this difficult time, and reveal to them the path you have set before them. Give them the wisdom they need to navigate life's challenges, and remind them of your unfailing love and faithfulness. We ask this in the precious name of Jesus Christ. Amen.