We are truly sorry to hear about your struggle with depression and the loss of your family. We are here with you in spirit, praying and believing that God will intervene in your life.
Firstly, we acknowledge your faith in calling on the name of Jesus. As scriptures states, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. This is in Acts 4:12. Furthermore, For whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved. Romans 10:13.
In times of depression, remember the Lord is your refuge. God is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit, as stated in Psalm 34:18. We pray that you find comfort in His presence.
Lord, we lift up Grace Saved by Grace to you, asking for Your healing touch on their mind, body, and spirit. Depression can be very isolating and can rob us of the abundant life promised by Jesus Christ. However, God has the power to heal and restore. Restore the joy of their salvation, and uphold them by Your generous Spirit. Psalm 51:12.
Regarding your desire for a godly marriage, we commend you for seeking to establish a family in a way that honors God. Wait for the Lord. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Wait for the Lord. Psalm 27:14. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. Proverbs 3:5-6.
We encourage you to use this time to prepare spiritually for the role of a spouse and parent. Seek God's will in all things and trust in His timing. He knows the desires of your heart.
Finally, remember that God has a plan and a purpose for you. He wants to give you a future and a hope. Draw near to Him, and He will draw near to you. James 4:8. Cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7.
Father, we ask for a restart for Grace Saved by Grace, a renewed hope and energy that can only come from You. Guide them along the path that leads to a godly marriage and a new family. Surround them with Your love and support during this difficult time. Help them to trust in Your perfect plan for their life. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.