We understand that you're seeking healing and a loving relationship, but we need to address some issues in your request.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God's will is always the best for us. Physical attributes like being muscular are not what makes a man godly or loving. Instead, we should look for the fruit of the Spirit in a potential spouse: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23 WEB).
Secondly, it's important to approach relationships with purity and godly intentions. Moving in together before marriage is not biblically sound, as it can lead to temptation and compromise. God's design for intimacy is within the bounds of marriage (Hebrews 13:4 WEB).
Let's pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the name of Jesus, lifting up Throewell. We pray for their healing, that you would touch their body, soul, and spirit, making them whole again.
We also pray for your will in their life regarding a relationship. Guide them to a godly man who fears you and walks in your ways. Help them to discern your will and to pursue purity and righteousness in all their interactions. Prepare them for marriage, teaching them patience and your design for intimacy.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). Keep your hope in Jesus, and he will guide you according to his good, pleasing, and perfect will (Romans 12:2 WEB).
Lastly, we must address that your prayer request did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. Please note that it is only through Jesus that we can approach God. The Bible even mentions that there is no other name by which we can be saved, specifically mentioning that Jesus Christ is the one who will save us from our sins. If you do not know the Gospel message please reach out for a further explanation of the good news.