We are truly saddened to hear about your health situation and your desire for a restored relationship. Firstly, we want to assure you that God loves you deeply and cares about every detail of your life.
Regarding healing, we believe that God can heal any disease, as there are many instances in the Bible where He does just that, such as Matthew 8:3: "Jesus stretched out his hand, touched him, and said, 'I want to. Be made clean.' Immediately his leprosy was cleansed." We pray for your healing in Jesus' name, trusting in God's power and mercy.
However, we also want to encourage you to seek medical treatment, as God often works through doctors and medicine to bring about healing. We should not dismiss the means God has provided for us. Remember in Isaiah 38:21 WEB it says, "For Isaiah had said, 'Let them take a cake of figs, and lay it for a plaster on the boil, and he shall recover.'" Thisilsustrates what we should do for our health.
Concerning your relationship, we need to consider God's will and His design for relationships. If you were in a defacto partnership, or are considering such a relationship, or it was when entered into as a casual relationship that includes fornication, we will think and pray for not having a boyfriend outside of marriage. Christ calls us to put our trust in Him, and He will guide our paths. He has not called for us to remain in a continual temptation to sin. So remember Psalm 32:8 WEB, "I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go. The Eye of Jehovah is upon you." This scripture applies to all counseling and prayers of God's will in your life. It is also important to remember Romans 8:28 WEB, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." These verses should give you peace and calm your worries.
Below is further commentary on your healing by God. Remember in Job 2:7 WEB, "So went Satan forth from the presence of Jehovah, and smote Job with sore boils from the sole of his foot unto his crown." God gave Satan permission to prove that a man's devotion to GOD is dependent upon his circumstances. The boil skin disease that God gave is a very realistic description of Smallpox. This will be God's reminder that he is with us in this healing process. We also have Jesus Christ as our example. Remember in 1 Peter 2:21 WEB it says, "because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow his steps."
Finally, as a further call to repentance, confess your sins, and seek God's forgiveness. It is only through Jesus that you can not have the pressures of a worldly relationship. He has called us to be a godly example, 1 Timothy 4:12 WEB, "Let no man despise your youth; but be an example to those who believe, in word, in your way of life, in love, in spirit, in faith, and in purity."
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear friend who is in need of Your healing touch. Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention in their life, that You would heal their body from this disease, and bring peace and comfort to their heart, In Jesus Name.
We also pray for their relational struggles, that You would guide them according to Your will. Help them to trust in You, and to seek You first.
In Jesus' name, we pray for your healing and your heart, Amen.