Lord,yesterday I had contacted Mourin with whom I was in relationship and it's being months that we are in contact but still I was hoping for reconciliation and was praying for that. Yesterday somehow I had the guds and contacted him,at first he thought it was a casual call,so he picked it up and by hearing his voice I felt that he was very happy with his life and moved on totally but still I wished to give a last shot,therefore I told him that I want to meet him and talk to him,seems like he was not willing for it and he told me that he will call me later which he never did but I didn't give up and at midnight I call him thrice but he didn't pick my call,that was the moment I realized that he is very happy with his life and I am the only one who is stuck with his memories.Lord I am now prepared for your will,if it's your will to end this relationship and to move on then please give me the strength to move on.I still love him but seems like he is very practical. Lord if he is not meant to be for me then please remove his memories from my life and let me focus on my life.
Amen
Amen
