Anonymous
Beloved of All
Prayer for healing from constant bloating, fear of health issues and inability to cope, healing in my internal organs, and from following in parents footsteps, behaving like them in retaliation, adopting unthankful ways too. Please pray that family and I will heal and develop in areas where we are stuck. Kindly also pray for healing from unhealthy roots, healing in appetite, routine and to not self harm or make myself unpleasant in order not to attract wrong attention and also to use it as a way to receive help. Please pray for all these ways that are not me to be removed, for financial provisions, ability to trust that I will be provided for and trust that God is healing my internal organs and whatever is out of order, inability to be truthful and hiding in darkness, trying to battle it alone. I would like to not fear for my health and life and be stuck in a bullied and defensive against invalidation mindset. I would like to pray for cptsd, constant fear of boundaries being violated and broken down and the daily fear and startle and what it does to my body. I would also like prayer for healthy receiving of empathy and not be around people who give me crutches and make me reliant on them, on people who are abusive that I feel comfortable with and not safe people. I don't feel comfortable with people who are not unhealthy. Please pray for me in this area. I do not open myself to friendship with people who seem a certain way. I also require prayer for certain hurts and inability to move on from certain friendships and am stuck in the past for too long. I also need prayer for orphan spirit, rejection. Thank you for praying.