We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles, Boilnald. Let's bring your situation before the Lord, seeking His comfort, guidance, and intervention.
Firstly, we want to remind you of your worth in God's eyes. Ephesians 2:10 WEB tells us, "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them." You are not worthless; you are a precious child of God, created for His purpose.
Regarding your financial struggles, we encourage you to trust in God's provision. Philippians 4:19 WEB says, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."
Concerning your husband, it's important to pray for a softening of his heart and for understanding. However, we must also remind you that God does not intend for us to be abused or mistreated. Colossians 3:19 WEB instructs husbands to "love your wives, and donβt be bitter against them." We should pray for your husband to fulfill this command, but also, seek godly counsel if the mistreatment continues.
Let's pray:
"Dear Father, we lift up Boilnald to You. Comfort her in her loneliness, Lord, and remind her of her worth in Your eyes. Guide her finances, God, and provide for her needs according to Your riches in glory. Soften her husband's heart, Lord, and help him to understand and love his wife as You intended. In Jesus' name, we pray for a change in his behavior and for Boilnald's peace and protection. We also pray that if Boilnald hasn't already, she would put her trust in Jesus Christ, for it is in His name that we have access to You, Father. Thank You for hearing our prayers. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Boilnald, continue to trust in God and stand firm in your faith. Psalm 34:18 WEB assures us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is near to you, dear sister. Keep seeking Him and praying in Jesus' name.