MargaretMary
Disciple of Prayer
I recently lost my son to a fentanyl overdose. I am a believer and follower of Jesus Christ and God has faithfully given me Grace, Peace and serenity after panic attacks and anxiety attacks...it is the trial of my life...I can honestly say that this loss made me totally dependent on God and it has increased my trust and faith in Him...although I am at the feet of His Mercy and Grace I grieve hard...I have not once blamed God nor have I gotten angry with Him...in hindsight I see how God prepared me for this season in my life and I don't know where I would be without Him...He is my Rock...yet I hurt so bad at times...
Psalm 34:18 (NKJV) “The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves such as have a contrite spirit.” Psalm 147:3 (NKJV) “He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds.” Matthew 5:4 (NKJV) “Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted.”
Psalm 34:18 (NKJV) “The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves such as have a contrite spirit.” Psalm 147:3 (NKJV) “He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds.” Matthew 5:4 (NKJV) “Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted.”

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. God Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.