Saballiffe
Prayer Partner
As I have stated in previous post I was delivered from possible eviction twice while unemployed. And I am eternally grateful that God brought me from that. I'm still trying to heal from the depression and burnout and dealing with recent ### diagnosis.
My leasing company has worked with me to get maintenance done, and I have been struggling with executive function and paralysis to try to clean up. I'm down to the wire and it's almost like it's hopeless. I was only doing enough to survive and now the signs of my failures and ### are in my face so I'm trying to deal with that while also trying to clean.
I've been pushing through but I fear it won't be done in time for tomorrow. I don't even know what to ask for. I would love, of course, grace and mercy because of situation but most of all I pray for a peaceful resolution. I'm trying to push through shame since I was in a deep dark hole for months and until now didn't realize how bad it was. But that doesn't mean others will also be understanding. I've just come so far and I keep pushing through I just ask for others prayers so that this will not be another pitfall, but something God can clear the paralysis and things so that I can heal and improve by action.
Thank you in advance.
My leasing company has worked with me to get maintenance done, and I have been struggling with executive function and paralysis to try to clean up. I'm down to the wire and it's almost like it's hopeless. I was only doing enough to survive and now the signs of my failures and ### are in my face so I'm trying to deal with that while also trying to clean.
I've been pushing through but I fear it won't be done in time for tomorrow. I don't even know what to ask for. I would love, of course, grace and mercy because of situation but most of all I pray for a peaceful resolution. I'm trying to push through shame since I was in a deep dark hole for months and until now didn't realize how bad it was. But that doesn't mean others will also be understanding. I've just come so far and I keep pushing through I just ask for others prayers so that this will not be another pitfall, but something God can clear the paralysis and things so that I can heal and improve by action.
Thank you in advance.