Saballiffe
Prayer Partner
As I have stated in previous post I was delivered from possible eviction twice while unemployed. And I am eternally grateful that God brought me from that. I'm still trying to heal from the depression and burnout and dealing with recent ND diagnosis.
My leasing company has worked with me to get maintenance done, and I have been struggling with executive function and paralysis to try to clean up. I'm down to the wire and it's almost like it's hopeless. I was only doing enough to survive and now the signs of my failures and ND are in my face so I'm trying to deal with that while also trying to clean.
I've been pushing through but I fear it won't be done in time for tomorrow. I don't even know what to ask for. I would love of course grace and mercy because of situation but msot of all I pray for a peaceful resolution. I'm trying to push through shame since I was in a deep dark hole for months and until now didn't realize how bad it was. But that doesn't mean others will also be understanding. I've just come so far and I keep pushing through I just ask for others prayers so that this will not be another pitfall, but something God can clear the paralysis and things so that I can heal and improve by action.
Thank you in advance
My leasing company has worked with me to get maintenance done, and I have been struggling with executive function and paralysis to try to clean up. I'm down to the wire and it's almost like it's hopeless. I was only doing enough to survive and now the signs of my failures and ND are in my face so I'm trying to deal with that while also trying to clean.
I've been pushing through but I fear it won't be done in time for tomorrow. I don't even know what to ask for. I would love of course grace and mercy because of situation but msot of all I pray for a peaceful resolution. I'm trying to push through shame since I was in a deep dark hole for months and until now didn't realize how bad it was. But that doesn't mean others will also be understanding. I've just come so far and I keep pushing through I just ask for others prayers so that this will not be another pitfall, but something God can clear the paralysis and things so that I can heal and improve by action.
Thank you in advance