We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, but we are here to lift you up in prayer and offer some biblical encouragement. Firstly, we would like to address the feeling of depression, being down, and behind in life. It is written in Psalm 34:18, The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit, and in Psalm 147:3, He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds.
We know that God has a plan and purpose for your life, and being unemployed does not define you or your future. Remember that God provides for the birds of the air. In Matthew 6:26, Jesus said, See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?
Regarding your feelings of being held back financially, we would like to remind you that Jesus asked in Matthew 6:33, But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Seek first the kingdom of God, in faith, and he will provide.
We would like to pray for you now:
Almighty God, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister in need of your divine intervention. Lord, you know the pain and disappointment, and the constant rejection, they are facing in their job search. We ask that you open the doors of opportunity for them, and that they are led to the right job when it is available.
Father, we pray for their peace of mind and healing from all depression and discouragement. We ask that you fill their heart with your joy and hope. We pray for a shift in their life, Lord, and that they can see and experience your goodness in their situation. To God be the glory.
Lastly, you mentioned that you believe you are meant to travel in the name of Jesus Christ. This is a wonderful desire, and we encourage you to keep seeking God's will for your life. It is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we must go in IJN. It is written in Acts 4:12, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved, and in Romans 10:13, For, Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved. Keep pursuing Jesus and serving him, and he will direct your paths and make your purpose clear.
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember to cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you in 1 Peter 5:7. Keep trusting God and keep pursuing him. He will make a way.