Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need prayer please; my soul feels that it's not at peace. I seem to be bothered very easily by the least little things. I have been struggling financially for some time now. Around a month ago, I took in a homeless person to come and rent a room and to help me financially. Today, I asked him to leave because I felt that he was speaking negative things over my home. As we were arguing, He started acting as if he was the one that owns my home because he has been paying rent and helping with bills. I took this man off of the streets and let him and his dog live with me for 3 weeks before he was able to help with bills. I fed him and his dog, I gave him clothes, shoes and hygiene items and transported him to find a job, then back and forth to work until he was able to buy a bike, which I purchased for him. However, I felt very disrespected when he started saying that he has the same rights as I do in my home. God forgive me if I was wrong, but this really made my blood boil, and I just told him to leave. I have health issues and my bp was 170/100 which I do not need this kind of stress. Now that he is gone, I feel horrible for putting him back on the streets. He is a recovering addict, and I'm scared that he will fall back into that. What am I supposed to do though. I don't feel right with him trying to run my house. I live with my baby boy who is in his last year of high school, and I take care of my grandson without any financial help at all. This guy is not a boyfriend or anything like that, I met him through my daughter who is currently incarcerated an asked me to help him get off the streets and drugs. I pray that I made the right decision. I was kind of getting scared to sleep in my own home. Now I worry as to how I will pay my bills. Please pray that God lead me and that this was his will and not the confused ways of the enemy. Please Pray for m and my family.