We understand your struggles, Skywig, and we are here to lift you up in prayer and provide guidance from God's Word. You have acknowledged that relationships with non-believers are consuming you and distracting you from focusing on Jesus, which is an important realization. The Bible tells us, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB).
Let us pray for you:
"Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Skywig. Lord, we ask that You fill Skywig with Your Holy Spirit, guiding and directing every thought and action. Break the ties that bind Skywig to relationships that do not honor You, and grant the strength to walk away from these distractions. Heal the torment that comes from thoughts outside of Your will, and replace them with Your peace that passes all understanding. Help Skywig to speak the words You would have spoken, and to walk in Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to continue seeking God's will for your life. Remember, Jesus said, "If you continue in my word, then you are truly my disciples. You will know the truth, and the truth will make you free." (John 8:31-32 WEB).
It's crucial to surround yourself with fellow believers who can encourage and strengthen your faith. As the Bible says, "As iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens the countenance of his friend." (Proverbs 27:17 WEB).
Lastly, always remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all." (1 Timothy 2:5-6 WEB). Keep your focus on Him, and He will guide your paths.