KatarinaP
Disciple of Prayer
My husband Jose Gutierrez has choose to go back to his old job three years ago and has lived out of state since then Monday through Friday and comes home on the weekends. He doesn’t see anything wrong with this ,has even made inappropriate comments to women on line and went as far as downloading dating apps. He has since repented and asked God and me for forgiveness. I don’t think that it was true repentance . I truly believe that he did it so that we don’t fight anymore, just to appease me. He has continued to live away and is not looking for another job. Has found every reason to blame me and yell at me. He fights with me continuously and treats me poorly. I feel that he hates me when we speak, it’s like dealing with a demon who can’t stand to be around me. I don’t know if he is oppressed or possessed. I have never dealt with this before until I met my husband fifteen years ago. He is full of anger and rage and makes decisions that are very selfish. I have prayed for years, fasted and have had many other prayer worriers pray for us. His heart is very hard and he is very stubborn. I just don’t know how to pray any more and I wish God would do something. I would love to have peace and a loving husband who is a good father to our kids. Please pray for me, I just can’t handle being married to him anymore and I feel like packing up me and my kids and leaving our home. The pain that I have fealty with for fifteen years is indescribable, I just don’t understand why our prayers are not being answered. I pray that my husband is brought to true repentance, for God to heal him completely from PTSD, and to heal me and our children, for God to speak to him and show him what he is doing to his family and for marriage reconciliation. I pray for God hand over this situation, for God intervention and breakthrough I the name of Jesus! Please pray for us. I don’t know what God wants me to do. ![Loudly crying face :sob: 😭](https://s.prayerrequest.com/data/emoji/1f62d.png)
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