Anonymous
Beloved of All
I was raised in church & my dad was a pastor. In the last 4 years, I lost my mom, my marriage, my former mother in law, my pastor from Covid, was laid off from my job, and my dad diagnosed with dementia. I stumbled upon tarot readers on TikTok after the algorithm suggested them after I watched Christian videos. It has been almost 2 years, and I have tried repeatedly to break what is now an addiction to readings. Like any other addiction, it provides a temporary โhighโ and feeling of โsafetyโ of knowing what is coming as so many unforeseen losses knocked me off balance. I just joined a new church, and I really want to be done with the habit. I know itโs not right. I know it has disconnected me from God, cost me money, and causes me to feel ashamed. I feel powerless to stop. I would really appreciate prayer. Thank you.