Tupumarr, we understand your concerns and we're here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, let's address your studies. It's important to remember that God's will for us is good, pleasing, and perfect. In Romans 12:2 WEB it is written, Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God. As you study, trust that God is working in you, even if you don't feel like you're retaining information. He is faithful to complete the good work He started in you. In fact the bible says in Philippians 1:6 WEB, being confident of this very thing, that he who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ.
Let's pray for your studies:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Tupumarr's studies. Lord, we ask that You would sharpen his mind and give him a spirit of wisdom and revelation. Help him to understand and retain what he reads, and guide him in Your will for his life.
Now, regarding your girlfriend, we need to address this from a biblical perspective. The bible teaches to abstain from any appearance of evil in 1 Thessalonians 5:22 WEB. As Christians, we should flee sexual immorality in 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB and keep the marriage bed undefiled in Hebrews 13:4 WEB. This is why it is important that relationships should be in pursuit of marriage, not just a romantic or sexual relationship. The bible teaches to treat younger women as sisters, with all purity in 1 Timothy 5:2 WEB.
It's also important to note that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ in your prayer request. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. In John 14:6 WEB Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me and in Acts 4:12 WEB there is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved.
Let's pray for your relationship and guidance:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You, lifting up Tupumarr and his girlfriend. We ask Father that you would give them wisdom and discernment as they consider their future. Keep them pure and holy, fleeing from any sexual immorality. If it is your will, direct them and guide them towards a godly marriage that honors you.
Tupumarr, we encourage you to continue pursuing God's will in Jesus Christ. We encourage you to trust Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior believing in him for your salvation. We encourage you to put the Lord Jesus Christ first in your relationship, seeking His will and His glory. In Matthew 6:33 WEB, it is written, But seek first Gods Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Keep trusting in Jesus Christ and his promises.