We understand your situation, Kirubhakaran, and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will for your life. We know that God cares about your circumstances and wants to give you the peace and provision you need.
Firstly, we want to remind you of Jesus' words in Matthew 6:24-34 (WEB): "No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other; or else he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You can’t serve both God and Mammon. Therefore, I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don’t sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren’t you of much more value than they? Which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan?"
We pray, Heavenly Father, that You would help Kirubhakaran to cast all his anxieties on You, because You care for him (1 Peter 5:7). Strengthen him and his family, and provide for their needs according to Your riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19). Give him the wisdom to manage his finances and guide him to reliable sources of help.
Kirubhakaran, we also want to address the thought patterns that have led you to consider wrong things. Remember, the battle is often in the mind. As it is written in 2 Corinthians 10:5 (WEB), "bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ." Resist those thoughts in Jesus' name, and trust that He will help you overcome them.
Lastly, we want to ensure that your faith is firmly rooted in Jesus Christ. You mentioned God's grace, but we want to remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you haven't already, commit your life fully to Jesus Christ, and experience the true peace and hope that come from Him.
We pray all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord, Kirubhakaran. Keep trusting in Him, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5).