Anonymous
Beloved of All
Prayer for extreme loneliness that is really hurting my mental health and making me extremely depressed. I don’t have any friends and the friends I used to have either tried to get me into a sinful life style or in danger especially one so called friend I used to have was going to set me up to be in a room with a stranger I don’t know. Then I have no partner and I fear it’s because I am ugly. I’m not trying to sound vain but everyone has their own battles and it’s painful then I’m shy and introverted. I was only like that when my dad abused me. I used to be able to deal with bullying because I was bullied my whole life starting with school first but whatever happened to me at age 11 really damaged me and my self esteem. I don’t know why I changed but after that I became sensitive and weak but the abuse from my dad started at age 9. I was 9 when he threaten to cut my throat. Now I’m suffering poverty because of the cost of living in this state is too high. Then of course I get bullied every now and then at my job. I know life has battles but I feel all alone and depressed. Not 1 friend and not anyone really likes me.