Anonymous
Beloved of All
Prayer for a second chance with my ex She was a great person, but my anxiousness of recent events ruined it. We both really loved each other, believed in God and were each others safe space I really believe that there’s differences between whether God will restore one or not. If it’s toxic and unsafe for me in the future. I don’t think he would do it. But never was it toxic, rather it was beneficial and full of love and support, we went through a lot together, such as deaths, chronic illness, my surgery, family conflict of decisions but things just went downhill because I couldn’t handle recent events any longer. I constantly pray for her realization, understanding, clarity, wisdom, a softening of her heart, reigniting of love, and for God to motivate and show her that a second chance is worth giving and for God to touch her heart and mind. So far, I’ve been improving myself, but it’s hard because I lost someone I love wholeheartedly, I don’t have a great relationship with anyone. Never was outgoing, and she was the only one I felt comfortable to with. Furthermore, the more difficult it is, because I gave up life changing choices, and decisions for this relationship. Choices that has gotten me hate, and backlash from friends and even family. It was choices I’d really make, and I just want to make things right with her. I’ve been praying for 6 months, pairing prayer with verses, and some fasting too. I believe verses are powerful because Gods will are found in Gods word. Just want to make this a testimony of his goodness. Because he was able to restore a relationship my parents had, which seemed impossible. I’m sure he can also do this.