Akarpelos
Disciple of Prayer
It hurts me so much when my ex told a friend of his that he was not growing with me, but I am more worried that my ex is going down a path that is difficult and more painful because God is not with him on that road.
Despite my desires, my hopes and dreams with my ex, I pray earnestly that God changes my ex. I will not let go of that promise the Father gave me; that my ex is thriving and glorifying the name of the Lord. I often wonder now if maybe the reason why God allowed us to be broken up is because God wants to work on my ex directly, now. That perhaps, I was a form of distraction or obstacle, even though I believed I was doing the right thing.
I also hope that I am still part of God's will in my ex's life.
Despite my desires, my hopes and dreams with my ex, I pray earnestly that God changes my ex. I will not let go of that promise the Father gave me; that my ex is thriving and glorifying the name of the Lord. I often wonder now if maybe the reason why God allowed us to be broken up is because God wants to work on my ex directly, now. That perhaps, I was a form of distraction or obstacle, even though I believed I was doing the right thing.
I also hope that I am still part of God's will in my ex's life.