Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Lord,
I feel very confused right now. I cheated on my boyfriend with my kid’s dad. I really love my boyfriend but it seems as if I still have some unresolved feelings for my baby daddy even though he wasn’t an ex boyfriend of mine and we weren’t even in a relationship. I want to know and understand what is it that I am feeling and why does he keep coming back in my life.
This is the first time that I am praying for this because I feel like I have to know the answer. My Lord, I know you know why and I know you have all the answers. Please show me the way. Please tell me Lord why I still have feelings for him. Why do I still wish I can have more time with him? Why do I wish that I can be with him even though he made it very clear in the past that there was never going to be an us. What is this I am feeling? And why am I using our son as an excuse to get him back? I mean I want him to acknowledge that we have a kid together but what comes after that? I don’t know, Lord and I surrender.
I keep on getting weird dreams about him and when I get to see him secretly, I never want the moment to end. Its so weird. I don’t know why he keeps coming back into my life. I want to talk to him and I want to know the reason why he just pops into my life every now and then. And what will happen next? Should I keep on entertaining it or do I stay away? What about our son? What’s going to happen?
Lord, I am so sorry. I am just writing with my feelings out loud. I am really really confused. There is this part of me that still has feelings for him but we are both adults now and we are in a relationship with someone. I just pray that I get to figure things out and not ruin both our relationships in any way.
I love my boyfriend and I know he is the right guy for me but there is something missing. There is that missing link that I don’t understand. Is it my baby daddy? Is it him that I am longing for? But he is with someone already. Someone I know who is the right one for him for all these years. He always loved that girl but I can’t seem to understand this chemistry we have. This emotional connection that is blinding me into thinking that we maybe could be something more someday but it never actually happened.
Lord, please give me a sign. Please talk to
Me. Please to anyone who is reading this. Please pray for me and for my baby daddy. Please pray that we figure things out and that he can finally acknowledge the fact that we have a son together. Please help me to solve this mystery. It’s killing me inside. I cannot sleep and I cannot stop obsessing on what I wanna tell him. I can’t stop it. I don’t want my boyfriend to see that I am going through all of this because I love him and he doesn’t really need to know about this right now.
Please please guide me, Lord. I need your help. Please help me talk to my baby daddy and please show me the way. Please Lord. I need your divine intervention on this. I hate cheating on my boyfriend and certainly I want to avoid being sexual with my baby daddy because it is not good for us both.
But Lord, if there is really a reason behind all of this. Please prepare me to accept it. Please prepare me to be mature about it. Please help me to know what is right from wrong. Please help me to not hurt the people I love and for my baby daddy to also tell me what he really feels. Please help us figure it out in a very mature way.
And Lord, if by chance there is something really about my baby daddy, please guide me and show me the way. I love my boyfriend and I know he loves his girlfriend, so please help us to figure things out once and for all so we can both live a peaceful life. Please carry me in your arms. I surrender everything to you. Take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.
Thank you for reading my prayer. It means a lot. Sorry if I sound really confused because I am. Sorry if it was a lot to take in. Please pray for me.
I feel very confused right now. I cheated on my boyfriend with my kid’s dad. I really love my boyfriend but it seems as if I still have some unresolved feelings for my baby daddy even though he wasn’t an ex boyfriend of mine and we weren’t even in a relationship. I want to know and understand what is it that I am feeling and why does he keep coming back in my life.
This is the first time that I am praying for this because I feel like I have to know the answer. My Lord, I know you know why and I know you have all the answers. Please show me the way. Please tell me Lord why I still have feelings for him. Why do I still wish I can have more time with him? Why do I wish that I can be with him even though he made it very clear in the past that there was never going to be an us. What is this I am feeling? And why am I using our son as an excuse to get him back? I mean I want him to acknowledge that we have a kid together but what comes after that? I don’t know, Lord and I surrender.
I keep on getting weird dreams about him and when I get to see him secretly, I never want the moment to end. Its so weird. I don’t know why he keeps coming back into my life. I want to talk to him and I want to know the reason why he just pops into my life every now and then. And what will happen next? Should I keep on entertaining it or do I stay away? What about our son? What’s going to happen?
Lord, I am so sorry. I am just writing with my feelings out loud. I am really really confused. There is this part of me that still has feelings for him but we are both adults now and we are in a relationship with someone. I just pray that I get to figure things out and not ruin both our relationships in any way.
I love my boyfriend and I know he is the right guy for me but there is something missing. There is that missing link that I don’t understand. Is it my baby daddy? Is it him that I am longing for? But he is with someone already. Someone I know who is the right one for him for all these years. He always loved that girl but I can’t seem to understand this chemistry we have. This emotional connection that is blinding me into thinking that we maybe could be something more someday but it never actually happened.
Lord, please give me a sign. Please talk to
Me. Please to anyone who is reading this. Please pray for me and for my baby daddy. Please pray that we figure things out and that he can finally acknowledge the fact that we have a son together. Please help me to solve this mystery. It’s killing me inside. I cannot sleep and I cannot stop obsessing on what I wanna tell him. I can’t stop it. I don’t want my boyfriend to see that I am going through all of this because I love him and he doesn’t really need to know about this right now.
Please please guide me, Lord. I need your help. Please help me talk to my baby daddy and please show me the way. Please Lord. I need your divine intervention on this. I hate cheating on my boyfriend and certainly I want to avoid being sexual with my baby daddy because it is not good for us both.
But Lord, if there is really a reason behind all of this. Please prepare me to accept it. Please prepare me to be mature about it. Please help me to know what is right from wrong. Please help me to not hurt the people I love and for my baby daddy to also tell me what he really feels. Please help us figure it out in a very mature way.
And Lord, if by chance there is something really about my baby daddy, please guide me and show me the way. I love my boyfriend and I know he loves his girlfriend, so please help us to figure things out once and for all so we can both live a peaceful life. Please carry me in your arms. I surrender everything to you. Take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.
Thank you for reading my prayer. It means a lot. Sorry if I sound really confused because I am. Sorry if it was a lot to take in. Please pray for me.