Cenlor
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, I’m new to this. I’ve been married to my husband for 3 years, together for 6. He is my entire world but he asked for a divorce out of the blue. He’s been away at training for his future job for 3 months and his mom( his parents never liked me so I think she prompted him to want a divorce maybe) has recently been diagnosed with cancer. He said he doesn’t love me and that he thinks it best that we divorce since we’re still young and have no kids. I love him with my whole heart and I think he still might love me too but I was a terrible wife. I wish I hadn’t taken him for granted when we were still together but stress from work impacted me negatively for the last year and I’m afraid I affected him too. I feel terrible and I’m working through my issues starting with stepping down from my supervisor role at work so I can focus on my personal life. My husband has been weighing so heavily on my heart and I know I’ve been a terrible Christian lately so I’m trying to make myself right with God right now. I just hoping somebody might be able to pray for me and my husband. That I can work on myself to be a better person and that maybe if God wills it, we can reconcile. And of course that his mother heals because I would never wish cancer on anybody. Any advice or prayers is greatly appreciated, thank you.