Arike
Humble Servant of All
Goodmorning
I would appreciate your prayer support. I have been unable to get work for over 2 years now and for 5 years all the work I’ve done has been unpaid for. Everyone I consult for owes me and despite my desperate situation, never fulfil their obligation.
My husband also lost his job 3 years ago and at this point we are a family of 5 relying on my family for sustenance.
I have three international degrees, worked in executive positions in small coy and multinationals, yet I can’t get work even at a junior level. I managed to get an interview as an associate partner at an international firm a few months ago ( I usually don’t get as far as interviews) and I messed up at the interview. I have not been able to forgive myself for this.
These days I even find it difficult to follow through on anything and I’m just taking each day as it comes, grateful that we are able to pay our rent and eat through family support.
At this point, I’m even struggling to pray and don’t know what to pray for or how to pray. I know God loves me but I don’t feel close or deserving. I just feel like a bystander, wondering how this will all end, clinging to hope that it will.
I sincerely hope to hear from you. Thank you.
I would appreciate your prayer support. I have been unable to get work for over 2 years now and for 5 years all the work I’ve done has been unpaid for. Everyone I consult for owes me and despite my desperate situation, never fulfil their obligation.
My husband also lost his job 3 years ago and at this point we are a family of 5 relying on my family for sustenance.
I have three international degrees, worked in executive positions in small coy and multinationals, yet I can’t get work even at a junior level. I managed to get an interview as an associate partner at an international firm a few months ago ( I usually don’t get as far as interviews) and I messed up at the interview. I have not been able to forgive myself for this.
These days I even find it difficult to follow through on anything and I’m just taking each day as it comes, grateful that we are able to pay our rent and eat through family support.
At this point, I’m even struggling to pray and don’t know what to pray for or how to pray. I know God loves me but I don’t feel close or deserving. I just feel like a bystander, wondering how this will all end, clinging to hope that it will.
I sincerely hope to hear from you. Thank you.