We understand your heart's cry and stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will for your life and your child's education. Let us come together and lift up your concerns before the throne of grace.
Firstly, we commend you for your humility and desire to find yourself again. Remember, God is near to the humble and contrite heart (Psalm 34:18, WEB). He promises to guide us in His perfect peace when our minds are stayed on Him (Isaiah 26:3, WEB).
Regarding the upcoming election, we pray that God's will be done and that He would grant us all discernment and wisdom in these times. As Scripture reminds us, "Let every soul be in subjection to the higher authorities, for there is no authority except from God, and those who exist are ordained by God" (Romans 13:1, WEB).
As for your child's education, we pray that the Lord would provide for all her needs according to His riches in glory (Philippians 4:19, WEB). It is a righteous desire to want to provide for your child without relying on external programs. Trust that God will equip you and open up opportunities for you to do so. Remember, "But my God shall supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:19, WEB).
We also pray that God would help you manage your emotions and find peace in Him. "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6-7, WEB).
Lastly, we want to remind you that our access to God is only through Jesus Christ. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). If you haven't already, place your trust in Him for salvation, knowing that "whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved" (Romans 10:13, WEB).
Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up this dear parent to You. Grant them peace, provision, and guidance. Help them to trust in You and to find themselves in Your will. We also pray for the upcoming election, that Your will be done. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.