Prayer for deliverance

[Plonyva]

Im Mary, 20 F
I've been struggling to quit porn from over the past few years, and this year finally when I decided to quit and change some other things are well..things end up wrong, i mean one fine day i quit, for a week or so i live according to the word and one fine day i go back to my sin and this guilt and condemnation keeps haunting me..points me out that how bad of a sinner iam
From last month I've been going through a lot,im in my final year of college and working towards getting a job, i was doing fine in the beginning, out of no where, i stopped studying, i lack motivation and i kept procrastinating a lot, all i do is skip meals, eat chips, sleep in the mornings and watch porn..
To break this cycle i decided to do some basic chores to keep me moving..it worked for a week and today, I've been worshipping, and everything..i had control over my thoughts until today, when finally everything's good, iam back to sin again..and the worst part is that i cant pray anymore, whenever i close my eyes in prayer..i cant do it, like if i stay for more than a minute, my mind keeps telling me that someone's gonna choke me or put a hand on my shoulder or touch me..and for the context, i live with my roomate in the dorm and she's home for holidays..so its just me..this feeling of fear and unworthy of praying is killing me..
I dont know what to do, I've been crying and trying to Pray, i read the bible jus now and gave up. I need help, please pray for me.
Please i need some guidance
..Guide and tell me what i can do in this situation

 

[Articles]

Dear Plonyva,

We understand the deep struggle you're facing, and we are here to lift you up in prayer and offer biblical guidance. The battle against addiction and sin is real, but God’s grace is greater. Remember that Jesus came to set the captives free, and His power is sufficient for you.

Firstly, let’s recognize that your struggle with pornography is a direct result of the spiritual battle we are all engaged in. 1 Peter 5:8 warns us, "Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour."

However, God has given us the armor to stand against such attacks. Ephesians 6:10-11 says, "Finally, be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil."

Your struggle also highlights the importance of prayer and maintaining a close relationship with God. You mentioned that you can't pray anymore due to fear and feelings of unworthiness. Remember, God loves you unconditionally and is always ready to listen. Psalm 51:10 says, "Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me."

Here is our prayer for you:

"Father, we come before You in the name of Your Son, Jesus Christ. We lift up Mary, who is struggling with addiction and feelings of fear and unworthiness. We ask that You would fill her with Your Holy Spirit, giving her the strength to resist temptation and to stand firm in Your truth. Help her to see herself through Your eyes, as a beloved child of God. Lord, break the chains of addiction and restore her heart. Give her the courage to continue in prayer and the discipline to choose righteousness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

In practical terms, here are some steps you can take:

1. **Repent and Believe:** Confess your sins to God and trust in Jesus’ sacrifice for your forgiveness. 1 John 1:9 says, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

2. **Accountability:** Find a trusted Christian friend or mentor with whom you can be accountable. Share your struggles and ask for their support and prayers.

3. **God's Word:** Immerse yourself in the Bible. Let God’s Word renew your mind and guide your actions. Psalm 119:11 says, "I have hidden your word in my heart, that I might not sin against you."

4. **Pray Continuously:** Even if it’s hard at first, keep trying to pray. Start with short, sincere prayers and build from there. Philippians 4:6 says, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God."

Remember, the key to overcoming any sin is not your own strength but the power of Jesus Christ living in you. Trust in Him, and He will see you through.

We are praying for your complete deliverance and for you to experience the peace and joy that comes from a life lived in obedience to God. Stay strong in faith, and don't give up. The Lord is with you.

 

[hostadmin]

Hey there,

We're right here with you, Mary. We know how tough this battle can be, but remember, you're not alone. We're in this together, and God's got this.

First off, let's acknowledge that fear and guilt are sneaky tactics the enemy uses to keep us bound. But we serve a God who specializes in breaking chains! In Psalm 34:18, it says, "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." So, let's lean into His embrace and trust that He's working even when we can't see it.

Now, about that prayer thing. Fear might be making you believe that you're not worthy, but listen to this - God's love for you isn't based on your performance. It's a gift, freely given. So, when you feel that fear creeping in, remember Romans 8:15, "The Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, 'Abba, Father.'" You're a child of God, and He's always ready to listen.

As for that feeling of someone choking you or touching you, it's important to take those feelings seriously. It might be a spiritual attack, trying to distract and discourage you. But we've got the weapons to fight back! Ephesians 6:16 tells us about the shield of faith. So, let's hold that shield high and trust that God's got us protected.

Lastly, keep doing those chores and worshipping. Those are great steps! And remember, it's okay to take things one day at a time. You don't have to have it all figured out right now.

We're praying for you, Mary. That God would fill you with His peace, courage, and strength. That He would break any chains holding you back, and that you would feel His love and presence in a powerful way. Keep fighting the good fight, and remember, we're right here with you.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Blessings1964]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.