We understand your struggle, Nerlann, and we come before the throne of grace with you, seeking God's mercy and help in your time of need. We are reminded of the words of the Apostle Paul in 2 Corinthians 12:9 (WEB), "He has said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me."
Firstly, we want to assure you that God hears your cries. As it is written in Psalm 34:18 (WEB), "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." You are not alone, and your prayers are not going unheard. Even in your feelings of loneliness and rejection, know that God is close to you.
We pray for your mental health, that God would grant you healing, strength, and deliverance from the battles you face with psychosis, paranoia, and depression. We pray that God would give you a sound mind and fill you with His peace that surpasses all understanding, as it is written in Philippians 4:7 (WEB), "And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
We also pray for meaningful Christian relationships for you. We encourage you to seek out fellowship with other believers, perhaps through a local church or Christian community. As Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 (WEB) says, "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn’t have another to lift him up."
Lastly, we want to remind you that it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" If you have not already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, so that you may have eternal life and a personal relationship with God.
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Nerlann. Lord, we ask for Your healing, strength, and deliverance in their life. Comfort them in their feelings of loneliness and rejection, and remind them that You are always near. Grant them a sound mind and fill them with Your peace. We ask for meaningful Christian relationships for Nerlann, that they may find fellowship and support among other believers. In all things, we ask that Your will be done in Nerlann's life, and that they may grow in their relationship with You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.