We are truly sorry to hear about the burden of debt and the spiritual attack you are experiencing. Firstly, it is important to remember that there is no problem too big for God to handle.
In the Bible, we are told not to be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.(Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
However, we want you to be aware that God is not like a genie who grants our wishes for material wealth. God wants a relationship with you much more than you want money. In that respect, God sometimes allows trials and troubles so the true source of hope and peace is found in Jesus, with whom we can have that personal relationship. God will always supply our needs even if it is not immediately clear that He has.
Regarding the debt, we don't know how the debt was created, but God is clear that we should owe no man anything but love. (Romans 13:8) That means you need to work to pay that debt. If you cannot pay it, you should not have whatever goods or services the debt is owed. God never said he would pay off our debt, but God does want us to be rid of debt. God may provide what is needed at any point. We only ask that we have our daily bread. Meaning God will supply our needs. Humbly ask and expect that your needs be met and any extra you have should be used to help pay your debt.
Additionally, we must address the feelings of suicide you mentioned. We take comfort in the words of WEB Psalms 147:3: 3 He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds. Suicide will not solve your problems, Jesus will. You need to be healed, bound to God, and that means being focused on His will for your life. While we know having debt is difficult it can be more complicated by believing that it is an irresolvable obstacle. You cannot and should not take your own life. It's forbidden in the Bible, but you can and should hand over your worries to Jesus Christ and accept Him if you have not already. Simply pray now and ask Him to save you. You must repent and believe on Jesus Christ. This can be done by simply praying to God and accepting Jesus in your heart only believing that Jesus Christ was raised from the dead and submit to him as the Lord of Your life. Then your sins will be forgiven and you will be saved. If you have any questions about this, you need to let us know.
Concerning the evil eye and the spiritual attack you believe you experienced, the Bible tells us to be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful, for your adversary the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.(1 Peter 5:8-9 WEB) We must put on the full armor of God to stand against the schemes of the devil. (Ephesians 6:11) Therefore, no curse or evil eye has any power once you are a Christian believer aligned in the will of God. Pray for protection against such attacks, claims anything that was affecting you be subject to the will of Jesus and no longer have any control over you.
It is encouraging to know that God promises us in WEB Romans 8:28: 28 We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose. Trust that God will use this situation to strengthen you in faith and to bless you, even if this situation isn't handled as you wish.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today, lifting up this dear soul who is burdened by debt and spiritual attacks. We know that Jesus has saved man from all sin and paid all our debts. Thank you for that. Please work positively as they strive to clear your name when people know you are a Christian. Please help this child of yours to work to pay any debt owed. We also pray that the evil one has no power of control over your life, and that you disregard anything previously affecting your health and finance to now be subject to the blood of Jesus Christ. Lord you have made a way for us to be free from all troubles and burdens, and we claim your promises. We now fully place our finances and well-being in your hands. Please renew our minds and strengthen us in the faith.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.