Clunlann
Humble Prayer Warrior
Prayer for dealing with in laws who want to control my life. My husband has been divorced before and so has his sibling. I've had a very uneasy feeling. At church today and then at home. On my husband's birthday, I couldn't make him a cake. He is on a diet. So his Mom said she is throwing a birth party. I don't have any money, its all through him because I was fired at my past job. Past job was extremely painful year that I've taken a long time to get over. I got suicidal for a while. I still didn't make a cake because I was overwhelmed with other tasks. He is over 50. At the party the father gave him a card that said "why you should be celebrated ". They are Christian so I didn't think I'd have conflicts like this. I hate my life. I honestly am sad because I envisioned being more well off and taken care of. I pictured having more children then just two and just being one of those happy, skinny Moms having fun raising kids. I'm really tired of dealing with problems with the cars. I'm going to be stuck here again because there is a tire issue.
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