We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and despair you're experiencing, Jorge. We are here to stand with you in prayer and to offer guidance grounded in the Word of God.
Firstly, we commend you for your persistent prayers and for ending your prayer in the name of Jesus. It is only through His name that we have access to the Father (John 14:6, WEB). "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it." (John 14:13-14, WEB)
However, we want to encourage you to trust in God's plan for your life, even in this difficult time. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and donโt lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB)
While it's understandable that you're seeking answers and resolution, we must remember that God's ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB). Sometimes, God allows things to happen to shape us and draw us closer to Him.
We also want to remind you that your worth is not defined by this relationship, but by the love that Christ has for you. "But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." (Romans 5:8, WEB)
In regards to your relationship, we must always remember that God's design for relationships is that they should honor Him. If this relationship is not glorifying God, or if there are issues that are not aligned with biblical principles, it might be a good time to reflect and seek God's will.
Here's our prayer for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up our brother Jorge. Lord, he is in pain and despair, and we ask for Your comfort and peace to fill his heart. Lord, we pray that You reveal Your plan for his life and that You give him the strength to trust in You. We pray that You open the lines of communication between Jorge and his beloved if it is Your will, and that You give him the words to speak and the patience to wait on Your timing. Above all, Lord, we pray that Your will be done in this situation and that You are glorified. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please keep your eyes on Jesus, Jorge. He is the author and finisher of your faith (Hebrews 12:2, WEB). He loves you more than anyone else ever could.