Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello Everyone,
first of all happy Easter!!!
I am asking for some prayers and help. I feel lost, alone, confused, and sad. I had dated this one girl, ###, for almost 8 months. I had prayed for companionship and the Lord answered my prayers in the form of her. At least that's what I thought and still do. We did everything together from gaming, to movies, crying, venting, etc. We had always had some rough patches but we got through it. We got in a bad argument and she had blocked me. All forms of contacting her were gone except FB messenger and we started talking again. Just when I thought we'd get over this again and can be close like we once were, another person had told ### I was spreading rumors about her and lies. This person ruined not only my relationship but our friendship. Without even giving me a chance, ### believed it and it sucks. She was my best friend and I miss her. I am slowly losing hope and faith that things will work out but I'm trying. I pray and I hope that maybe she will text me but it's no good. The last thing she told me was to eff off and she doesn't want me in her life. To throw salt in the wound, her best friend told me to never try and contact her. All I do is cause issues and problems. My friends tell me I was too good for her but I love her and I know God wouldn't give me a challenge I could not handle but I'm down on my luck. Further context on the situation: I know I have not been the best when it comes to faith and belief and at times I know I could do better and be better. It's been around a month and some days now, no contact. I feel a void, empty, and depressed. Recently I have developed a fear that those who get close to me will just leave me with no warning, nothing, just block me. I promised her I would always be there. I was attached to her and it is becoming obvious that maybe the feelings and our relationship were one-sided. As of now, the person who brought color to my world and made me happy has yet to even talk to me. I know I ask for a lot but in a way, I've never felt this way about anyone. She truly had my heart and without her, I feel beyond sad. So I ask that you please pray for us. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I know everything happens for a reason and time heals all but I miss her. I feel as if every time we grew closer, I'd end up taking five steps backwards. I miss everything we had. I ask that you all please pray for us and that she maybe gives us a second chance.
first of all happy Easter!!!
I am asking for some prayers and help. I feel lost, alone, confused, and sad. I had dated this one girl, ###, for almost 8 months. I had prayed for companionship and the Lord answered my prayers in the form of her. At least that's what I thought and still do. We did everything together from gaming, to movies, crying, venting, etc. We had always had some rough patches but we got through it. We got in a bad argument and she had blocked me. All forms of contacting her were gone except FB messenger and we started talking again. Just when I thought we'd get over this again and can be close like we once were, another person had told ### I was spreading rumors about her and lies. This person ruined not only my relationship but our friendship. Without even giving me a chance, ### believed it and it sucks. She was my best friend and I miss her. I am slowly losing hope and faith that things will work out but I'm trying. I pray and I hope that maybe she will text me but it's no good. The last thing she told me was to eff off and she doesn't want me in her life. To throw salt in the wound, her best friend told me to never try and contact her. All I do is cause issues and problems. My friends tell me I was too good for her but I love her and I know God wouldn't give me a challenge I could not handle but I'm down on my luck. Further context on the situation: I know I have not been the best when it comes to faith and belief and at times I know I could do better and be better. It's been around a month and some days now, no contact. I feel a void, empty, and depressed. Recently I have developed a fear that those who get close to me will just leave me with no warning, nothing, just block me. I promised her I would always be there. I was attached to her and it is becoming obvious that maybe the feelings and our relationship were one-sided. As of now, the person who brought color to my world and made me happy has yet to even talk to me. I know I ask for a lot but in a way, I've never felt this way about anyone. She truly had my heart and without her, I feel beyond sad. So I ask that you please pray for us. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I know everything happens for a reason and time heals all but I miss her. I feel as if every time we grew closer, I'd end up taking five steps backwards. I miss everything we had. I ask that you all please pray for us and that she maybe gives us a second chance.
