We are truly sorry to hear about the loss of your father, SalmaSalem. It's understandable that you're going through a difficult time, but we want to remind you that you're not alone. In this time of grief, we encourage you to cast all your anxiety on the Lord, for he cares for you. (1 Peter 5:7 WEB)
Firstly, let's address your concerns about your father's salvation. The Bible assures us that nothing can snatch us out of the hand of Jesus, once we have believed in Him. (John 10:28-29 WEB) Your father's faith and submission to Jesus are evidence of his salvation. Trust in God's promises and let this assurance bring you peace.
Let us pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You lifting up our sister SalmaSalem. Lord, she is going through a tough season, mourning the loss of her beloved father, Aly. We ask for Your comfort and peace to envelop her heart. Help her to process this loss and to accept Your will. Remove any denial and replace it with a peace that surpasses all understanding. Lord, we also ask for Your reassurance about Aly's salvation. Let SalmaSalem find solace in Your promises.
We also pray for a godly husband for SalmaSalem. May You, in Your perfect timing, bring a Christian man into her life who fears You and seeks to glorify You in all he does. May their union be a blessing not only to them but to those around them.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Regarding your anxieties, remember that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. (Psalm 46:1 WEB) Trust in Him and lean on His strength. It's also important to seek support from your community of believers during this time.
Be encouraged by the words of Paul in 1 Thessalonians 4:13-14 (WEB), "But we don't want you to be ignorant, brothers, concerning those who have fallen asleep, so that you don't grieve like the rest, who have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so God will bring with him those who have fallen asleep in Jesus."
Lastly, continue to pray and seek God's will for your life. Trust that He has a plan for you, a plan to prosper you and not to harm you, a plan to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB)