Callum
Humble Prayer Warrior
Father in the name of jesus, I present myself before you and before the throne of grace. I know that even if I don't understand it, the purpose you have in me going through this suffering and this broken heart that I am experiencing will be worth it at the outcome. However, right now, I can't even function because I've been totally torn usunder. I give you my brokenness as a sacrifice of suffering; as you gave me your son as a sacrifice of suffering for me. Lord, I pray that you would reveal to me what it is you want cleansed from me. I'm looking in, and I'm looking up to you. I'm not going to look out anymore and make it about the person I love so much. I'm going to look in and look up, and when you're finished taking me through this season of pain, I know the wisdom and the healing that you give me, will help me to endure whatever it is that happens at the outcome. I'm going to trust you even before that happens, I'm asking you perfect love to cleanse me, to come to me and through me and touch and envelope my broken heart. Embrace me on the inside, when there's no-one to embrace me on the outside. I'm going to trust like I never did and I present this person to you by name Tia, before you throne of grace, and I'm not going to touch this person, I'm going to let you have her totally, completely in a way, such that I'm not going to interfere. I'm going to try and help you, no matter what I do even if its the right motive, it will be the wrong method. I trust you oh God and what you're about to do in my life and hers, in the name of Jesus I pray Amen.