We understand the deep pain and longing you're experiencing, SalmaSalem, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth according to the Word of God.
Firstly, we commend you for entrusting your future to God's plan and acknowledging that His ways are best. As the Bible tells us, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).
However, we must address a crucial issue. You mentioned Nazem and the pain caused by your separation, but you did not mention if Nazem is your spouse or if you were in a relationship outside of marriage. God's design for intimacy and deep emotional connection is within the covenant of marriage between a man and a woman. If your relationship with Nazem was not in alignment with this, we lovingly urge you to repent and realign with God's will. Remember, "Don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit which is in you, which you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s" (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB).
Also, you prayed for Nazem's salvation from Islam, which is commendable. Remember, God "desires all people to be saved and come to full knowledge of the truth" (1 Timothy 2:4 WEB). Keep interceding for him, trusting that God is the one who changes hearts.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up SalmaSalem who is in deep emotional pain. We ask for Your comfort and healing, Lord. Help her to trust fully in Your plan for her life and to understand that Your thoughts towards her are good. If there has been any sin in her relationship with Nazem, we ask for forgiveness and a fresh start. Fill her with Your love and peace, and help her to live a life that glorifies You. We also intercede for Nazem, asking that You would reveal Your truth to him and draw him to Yourself. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Continue to trust God, SalmaSalem, and seek His will above all else. Remember, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths" (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).