Hungry4love357
Servant of All
Father I am second guessing my breaking up with T. She was not the perfect one for me but I do miss the good things about our relationship. I want those in my next relationship. I want to be a Husband so bad. It feels good just to wrap your arms around someone you love and just surround them in comfort and love. Holding hands gives a sense of completeness. I miss that with T. But shes not the one for me. So I pray that my next girlfriend, be more that just a girlfriend. I want her to be my best friend. The kind of friend that I could call at 3:00 am in the mourning and say come get me out of jail, and they would not even hesitate and bail me out. The kind of friend that I can talk to about anything, and not be judged for it. The kind of friend that will stand behind me and with me if I were under attack. I want more than just a girlfriend. I want a best friend. I know Jesus is a friend that I can talk to, and I can read my Bible to feel his company. But I cannot hold hands with him, kiss him, or feel him hug me. That is unless a women with Christ in her spirit is with me and does those things. That's why it's important. We were not ment to be alone. If Jesus is all we need then why didn't marriage end. Why does God still give women husband's, and men wives if Jesus is all we need. Yes Jesus is all we need but even Jesus himself said not everyone will except the single life style. At any rate, please pray that God send me this Godly women to be my wife. I am just a lonely, bumbling stupid, and rugged hot headed man, and I need a gentle Christ centered women in my life to do the things I can't. Marriage is more than just two people tolerating eachother and sex to me. It's a friendship, and a team effort, and it should never be work. It should be a natural bond that happens through friendship. That's what I want. I want a best friend girl, and for marriage to happen as a result. That is my desire. Please pray that I would meet this wonderful person today. In Jesus name, Amen.