We understand your heart's desire, Engosyne, and we want to lift you up in prayer during this precious time. Let's remember that God knows what's best for us, and He loves to give good gifts to His children. As the Scripture says, "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variableness, neither shadow of turning." (James 1:17, WEB)
Firstly, we want to encourage you to trust God's will for your life and the life of your unborn child. The Psalmist declares, "For you formed my inmost being, knitting me together in my mother's womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well." (Psalm 139:13-14, WEB) God has a unique purpose and plan for your baby, regardless of the gender.
It's natural to have preferences, but let's pray for God's will to be done and for you to have peace in your heart. There's no need to feel guilty, as God wants us to come to Him with our desires. However, it's essential to align our will with His and trust that He knows best.
Let's pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Engosyne and her unborn child. Lord, we thank You for the precious gift of life and for the two beautiful girls You have already blessed her with. Father, we ask that You watch over her pregnancy, guide the doctors, and grant her a healthy baby. Lord, if it is Your will, we ask that You grant her the desire of her heart for a baby boy. But above all, we pray that Your will be done and that she finds peace and joy in Your divine plan. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, Engosyne, God loves you and your children dearly. Continue to trust in Him, and He will direct your paths. As the Scripture says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB)