We understand the distress you're facing, Anonymous, and we want to assure you that God is faithful and He hears your cries. The Bible tells us in 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB, "For God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control."
Firstly, we want to commend you for turning to Jesus Christ for help. It is solely in His name that we can find true peace and salvation. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
To address your fears and dreams, we must understand that God has not given us a spirit of fear. Instead, He offers us power, love, and self-control. When these thoughts and dreams come, remember that God is greater than any fear or anxiety. "Greater is he who is in me, than he who is in the world" (1 John 4:4 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You, seeking Your mercy and grace upon Anonymous. Lord, You know the fears and anxieties they face, the dreams that trouble them. We ask, in Your precious name, that You grant them peace that surpasses all understanding. Fill their heart with courage and trust in You. Rebuke any spirit of fear and death, and let Your light shine in their heart, casting out all darkness. Thank You, Lord, for Your unfailing love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Whenever these thoughts or dreams come, Anonymous, remember to take them captive and submit them to the obedience of Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5 WEB). Pray immediately, seeking God's peace and protection. Trust that God is your shield and protector, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB).
Also, we encourage you to delve into the Word of God, memorizing scriptures that affirm His love and care for you.