Aynithor
Disciple of Prayer
Good day
Please pray that I get delivered from the evil and darkness that surrounds me. I am pregnant, unemployed and depressed. I try my best not to cry almost everyday so that I don't harm my baby but I find myself breaking down everyday. I'm in my season of isolation and only have my partners support throughout this pregnancy. I have been betrayed and backstabbed so much that I am now afraid of people or getting close to people. My life has spiralled so much and losing my job was the final blow. I no longer recognise myself or this life I'm living. Ive questioned why I was brought on to this earth a few times. I'm asking for a community to help me pray as I feel I can't do it on my own anymore. I pray everyday crying multiple times during the day. I have begged and pleaded with God to come and help with what now seems like a hopeless case. It's been going downhill since 2020. I have people that borrowed a lot of money and have no interest in paying back even when I begged for it back and got insulted instead. Friends that I took as sisters that I went to war for who have set me up before to get beaten up by a stranger. I won't even go into the family front or my deep debts. I've been applying for jobs and praying that God turns this situation around. The idea of suicide is not an option as I can't rob my baby of a mother. If anyone see's this. Please help pray for me and my little family, it would mean the world to me. Thank you and God bless everyone here, and all those going through something that feel hopeless. May God come through and turn things around for us.
Please pray that I get delivered from the evil and darkness that surrounds me. I am pregnant, unemployed and depressed. I try my best not to cry almost everyday so that I don't harm my baby but I find myself breaking down everyday. I'm in my season of isolation and only have my partners support throughout this pregnancy. I have been betrayed and backstabbed so much that I am now afraid of people or getting close to people. My life has spiralled so much and losing my job was the final blow. I no longer recognise myself or this life I'm living. Ive questioned why I was brought on to this earth a few times. I'm asking for a community to help me pray as I feel I can't do it on my own anymore. I pray everyday crying multiple times during the day. I have begged and pleaded with God to come and help with what now seems like a hopeless case. It's been going downhill since 2020. I have people that borrowed a lot of money and have no interest in paying back even when I begged for it back and got insulted instead. Friends that I took as sisters that I went to war for who have set me up before to get beaten up by a stranger. I won't even go into the family front or my deep debts. I've been applying for jobs and praying that God turns this situation around. The idea of suicide is not an option as I can't rob my baby of a mother. If anyone see's this. Please help pray for me and my little family, it would mean the world to me. Thank you and God bless everyone here, and all those going through something that feel hopeless. May God come through and turn things around for us.