Anonymous
Beloved of All
Everywhere I go I face disgrace I disgrace myself I talk differently from how I suppose to talk and after a while it feels like I gain my sanity n I hate every action and words I say I have been praying against the spirit of anger I was never a person that gets angry unnecessarily in meeting a male friend my step dad was against it I respected that but few times there is a little issue I act like a possed person I be so angry like I could kill just towards this friend someone else will do something more bad to me I won’t even get angry I won’t stress myself I will accept my fate but since this year when I got my own place I moved out from my step dad house because of allegations upon allegations no regard for me as a human being I left and ever since then it has been shame I will be booked for a job I will get there and be disappointed my sister will get a contract that I do for her for free and she will like it but she give out the contract to someone else I pay my landlady monthly for the shop rent I fell sick all of a sudden she changed towards me I pray everyday and I still don’t understand what is happening to Me pls Pray for Me pls pray for Me my Name is Precious pls anyone who can see this pls pray for Me for so many years now I have never witnessed what they call Favor or Help genuine help I only get disgusting offers of help I had money for rent it was one problem to another all my savings gone to survive it’s just been GOD cuz the only male friend I have they have turn the person’s back at me I still look up to GOD I pray for Jobs I go around seeking for Job still nothing is just fruitful in my Life in 1 year I will only get 2 or 3 Job offer please pastor Help pls anyone seeing this Help Me Pray to GOD PLEASE let GOD not forsake Me for my Sins or the Sins of my father Pls LORD